!2:00 pm ()...

I'm torn with continuing with what I feel for this person. Don't get me wrong I really love him. Its just that things are very complicated. And I don't want to make things complicated for him. I love him so much to do that to him. But then again, letting him go would mean like losing a part of my life...a very important part of me. Hay, its really very hard to make a decision especially if it will affect your future. I'm just hoping that with the coming days, things will be more clearer and certain. I hope too that he'll realize how much I love him.

I really wish that "Backspace" really worked in real life. I would've erased all the bad things that happened. I will erase all the not so good memories...all the hurt feelings and pains. If I only have the power to take all the hurt feelings I'm feeling right now...I would. But I don't and I have to deal with it.

Like what my friend, Len, always tells me..."I'm the strongest person she knows. And I can handle whatever life throws at me."

I choose to be happy. And I will make my life happy...just wait and see.