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Last September, I got promoted to QA Analyst for another account. Yup, not the account that I was with for the last 3 and a half years. I admit, I was carrying a heavy heart when I left that account. I felt that they didn't appreciate all the things I've contributed. All my efforts became useless. But being the positive person that I am, I still want to look at the brighter side of things or what happened. Maybe God has another plan for me...a better one.

My relationship with the last guy on my last post didn't work out. It was a very complicated case. I opted to let him go or should I say...I gave him up because I want him to be happy. Eventhough it meant sacrifice on my part. Now you may ask..."Was sacrifice worth it?" When I saw him last week and heard news about him...I would say..."No, it was not." He could have been a much better person if I was with him. He could have been more responsible. He didn't changed a bit. I guess, some people just don't know how to be responsible for their lives and their decisions. I'm just sad that he's one of them. But then again, I'm happy with my life now. I've been blessed a lot lately. I cannot complain. And for him, I wish he's happy with the decision he's made eventhough I know that it wasn't really his but his family's decision.

Right now, I'm keeping all my options open. I'm not ready yet to commit to anyone at this point in my life. But I kno one day I will be. Just like before...just like it used to be. Who knows...that one day may be today or tomorrow..or the next day...or the day after that. Life is full of surprises. Everything is possible. I'm just waiting for the right moment...and the right man. He will come. And I just have to be patient. maybe he's still thinking of what to contrast me with.

But do I have someone special in my life right now? Yes, I do. We're are still on the getting to know each other stage. I'm not rushing things. I want the friendship to develop. Let's just see where the friendship leads us.